To-morrow is Saint Valentine's day, All in the morning betime,
And I a maid at your window, To be your Valentine.
Then up he rose, and donn'd his clothes, And dupp'd the chamber-door;
Let in the maid, that out a maid Never departed more.
(William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act IV, Scene 5)
mostly people around the world celebrate this valentine day it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards,presenting flowers, or offering confectionery. The day was originally a pagan festival that was renamed after two Early Christian martyrs named Valentine.The day became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.
wah! this is the best moment for most people, i have dinner with my bf in restaurant today. he come to my city just for together with me. go to movie, and hanging around the city. my family knows my bf, but they dont know he is my bf. my parents see my bf as a member of family, they know him as my best friend. sometimes, he drops by to my home when he visits Bandung city. but he stay at hotel.
"For this was on seynt Volantynys day Whan euery bryd comyth there to chese his make"
last time in january of 20, my bf stayed at my home. when we were having dinner
my mom ask me:
"when will u have a gf?"
and i always give pretext to her:
"no one loves me, mom! i'm with this thin body.
who's gonna love a man like me?"
but in my heart: "fat chance! i've been taken for years by a man i love"
:p
but she always keep on asking about this girlfriend thing:
"but you can give it a shot! find a girl you love and the same way she love you too"
"easier said than done mom! dont force me that quick, i haven't found the right girl this time, besides, it's a lost cause. i dont wanna slacking off by this thing. i just wanna focus on my recent job."
(in my heart i just said: "Sure! When pigs fly!" ha ha.
sometimes i just become not sleep a wink becoz of her questiones.
yeah! i'm not ready for girl friend.
i just wanna enjoy my times with my bf right now,
may be if someday i might be change my mind, i will fulfill what's been thinking by her)
and i talk to my bf about this.
i was so stressed out about it, but he talk to me
"keep your chin up, Andy" he said
"you should! it hurts me but i think it is what every parents wish to their children. if you think you are ready for this, just tell me and give me a time."
i was so thrilled, but i can't help myself, i love him so much and he cares me too
"i love you, and i'm not ready for this right now"
he's my best friend also to be
my good brother and my dearest lover.
understanding! open minded!
yeah he's got all of these.
he never told me off or angry with me.
i thank God for sending him to me.
i always remember
the way he talks to me, his voice,
the way he touches me,
the way he hugs me,
the way he kisses me,
the way he holds my stuff and suck me, with his gentle hand
the way he does me! with a smooth motion
i feel his breath in my ear.
and i feel the warm cum comming into my body.
these all are vividly in my mind although he's in faraway city,
but i feel his existance everyday, and when my feeling tells me about him
i just open my cellular and call him to hear his voice.
we meet each other once a week in the weekend.
And I a maid at your window, To be your Valentine.
Then up he rose, and donn'd his clothes, And dupp'd the chamber-door;
Let in the maid, that out a maid Never departed more.
(William Shakespeare, Hamlet, Act IV, Scene 5)
mostly people around the world celebrate this valentine day it is the traditional day on which lovers express their love for each other by sending Valentine's cards,presenting flowers, or offering confectionery. The day was originally a pagan festival that was renamed after two Early Christian martyrs named Valentine.The day became associated with romantic love in the circle of Geoffrey Chaucer in the High Middle Ages, when the tradition of courtly love flourished.
wah! this is the best moment for most people, i have dinner with my bf in restaurant today. he come to my city just for together with me. go to movie, and hanging around the city. my family knows my bf, but they dont know he is my bf. my parents see my bf as a member of family, they know him as my best friend. sometimes, he drops by to my home when he visits Bandung city. but he stay at hotel.
"For this was on seynt Volantynys day Whan euery bryd comyth there to chese his make"
last time in january of 20, my bf stayed at my home. when we were having dinner
my mom ask me:
"when will u have a gf?"
and i always give pretext to her:
"no one loves me, mom! i'm with this thin body.
who's gonna love a man like me?"
but in my heart: "fat chance! i've been taken for years by a man i love"
:p
but she always keep on asking about this girlfriend thing:
"but you can give it a shot! find a girl you love and the same way she love you too"
"easier said than done mom! dont force me that quick, i haven't found the right girl this time, besides, it's a lost cause. i dont wanna slacking off by this thing. i just wanna focus on my recent job."
(in my heart i just said: "Sure! When pigs fly!" ha ha.
sometimes i just become not sleep a wink becoz of her questiones.
yeah! i'm not ready for girl friend.
i just wanna enjoy my times with my bf right now,
may be if someday i might be change my mind, i will fulfill what's been thinking by her)
and i talk to my bf about this.
i was so stressed out about it, but he talk to me
"keep your chin up, Andy" he said
"you should! it hurts me but i think it is what every parents wish to their children. if you think you are ready for this, just tell me and give me a time."
i was so thrilled, but i can't help myself, i love him so much and he cares me too
"i love you, and i'm not ready for this right now"
he's my best friend also to be
my good brother and my dearest lover.
understanding! open minded!
yeah he's got all of these.
he never told me off or angry with me.
i thank God for sending him to me.
i always remember
the way he talks to me, his voice,
the way he touches me,
the way he hugs me,
the way he kisses me,
the way he holds my stuff and suck me, with his gentle hand
the way he does me! with a smooth motion
i feel his breath in my ear.
and i feel the warm cum comming into my body.
these all are vividly in my mind although he's in faraway city,
but i feel his existance everyday, and when my feeling tells me about him
i just open my cellular and call him to hear his voice.
we meet each other once a week in the weekend.
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