Sunday, November 8, 2009

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hi just come do some posting here.
recently i knew a guy, he's my friend's friend
and he, well ok i'm not exagerating about this,
but he loves me. he admitted to me,
meanwhile he knows that i'm owned by my own bf.
and i got to be honest with him
and tell him about my feeling towards him
may be he's a little bit upset to me right now.

but he's real good man, also good friend.
except that part. i mean his affection.
i dont like if someone i dont like keep telling me
i like you. i can get sick to listen it over and over again.
huh! i think i need help now.

yeah we were made love.
that's true, at the first i was doin' this becoz i think
it's ok if it is just for once.
and then he thought that i made love with him then will be i'm in love with him
what about the guys in sauna?????
do they fell in love?
hahah i dont think so.
and for the second time when he pushed me, making love with him
i said no. and i told him already, to find a right guy for him to be
his boy friend.
i'm other's.
but he is still want me.

i'm sick of this situation.
meanwhile i just feel that he is my friend, but in the meantime, he in love with me.

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